What is it about singing that puts a smile to my face? Is it the awkward looks I get? Is it the laughter that spills out from the abdomens of my peers? Is it the requests I receive to eventually sing at one's wedding? Yes, it is all of the above.
My voice is awful. I will not deny that. I used to feel sorry for myself that I could never join a school or church choir. I used to ask, "why in the world I was not blessed with a talent that seems to come so easily to others?" No longer do I feel this way though because I like the voice I have been given. I like being able to sing and having everyone around me know that a well practiced voice will not be coming from my little body. I like being able to change my singing voice to fit the song and my mood. I feel that if I had a voice that was trained in tones and notes then I would need to maintain an air of dignity. But for my current circumstance, I throw all caution to the wind.
We all should have an outlet or a way to express ourselves in which we feel no resistance or qualms from others. Singing is my outlet, my sense of inner expression when I feel stressed, excited, depressed, or neutral. Singing is my release.
This is precious. Honestly I don't remember the last time I was able to hear your voice sing? This just shows that we never hand out. Lame.
ReplyDeleteKeep singing J stein. Keep singing.
I'm so excited for you to sing at my wedding.
ReplyDeleteMy release is dancing in your room. There. I said it.
ReplyDeleteEw. Also, I could say something about Kenzie's comment...but I won't. Also, I also like your voice.
ReplyDeleteOne of my favorite moments was when I was coming over to study with Matt and Cade and before I even opened the door I heard your voice resonating throughout the apartment. I waited a few seconds to knock so I could soak in the moment. When I did knock and came inside, I realized you were all by yourself singing your heart out. Loved it.
ReplyDeletehey Haley I don't appreciate you singling me out. Thanks
ReplyDeleteyes I realize that is says hand and not hang. Get over it.